i see you all, so close, in the light.
yet i am surrounded by darkness, alone, crying.
i cry out t you, yet i cant even hear myself.
this darkness, its suffacating, yet comforting.
suddenly, a razor is in my hand,
an unknown force drives it to my wrist
the unknown force is cold, i welcome it.
the blood flows, what a wonderful feeling.
i fall to my knees, my tears are gone
im smiling for the first time in forever.
a true smile.
as the life slowly drains out of me
i laugh, daring them to say i was crazy
saring them to say it was a cry of attention
time to cry no more.
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