the night they all thought was the greatest...
another night relentlessly passes on.. on and on
another day
a new love song
my thoughts they scream...
my memories dream
of places where i used to be.
When you would speak i would know it was you
the way that you touched me
i always knew
something about you told me it was true
that special thing...
i knew i was screwed.
if only i had someone
while others would smile
i would lie all alone
just for a while.
slipping into a closet
I'd silently disappeared
forgetting what happened...
a couple two sixes in tow
i would never forget
and they would never know
i know that sometimes my friends see through my lies.
they give me a look
sometimes the ones that made me cry
but not until my face was dry
i cracked a smile and a couple more lies.
i would put my finger down my throat
instead of watching them
board something a plain, a boat
just to escape and get away.
but there's no way to leave it....
just to stay here
be a wall flower and
sit.
