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Hahahaha......Well this sucks!
So I've had a recent development as of earlier today. During this time in my life, I've become unable to cry. It happened while I was crying earlier. I was bawling my eyes out and all of a sudden, the tears stopped. The emotions stayed, but I couldn't let them out with tears. It's a frightening thing, really. It's like being trapped in a cage with a ferocious lion and no way to let it out or escape from it (the lion representing my emotions, of course). This is probably my body's way of telling me to stop it after crying so much lately. But it's my only escape when I can't bear anything anymore. I'm pathetic, really. I take in the pain of everyone around me, punish myself mentally if no one else will, and use crying as my only escape. I really need to change my ways and find a new output for my emotions. xP
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