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dear diary

today i met an old friend and his name was D_da_goblin. i still feel guilty about what I did to him and now i feel horrible when my new friends broke up with me. i regret ever leaving him for someone els who i really liked and then having them break up with me because they were cheating on me. i wish i was wtih him til this day. i wouldnt blame him if e left on the big lie i told him that being with two guys at the same time. and i jus had alot o skeletons in my gaian closer. if he is hurting insode then i know now how it feels. to be betrayed by the one you lovesd and them not telling you about it. i know now to not hurt anyome on here. im better off single for a long time. right now its half bad half good because you get to flirt but then theres the stress of getting a boyfriends and then bracup. its kind of too much for me you know. i learned the hard way to this. plus when im single now i keep bumping into passt lovers with really sucks then you have to be nice and take their crap or watever they have to say to you. naw i aint donig it. im staying single forever. i cant be locked into a small little cage for long. i wonder if ome day... one day..