I thought this was enough,
But more keeps coming....
I think its gone, but it comes back,
Stronger then ever before....
I fear that it is killing me,
What do i do.....?
Nothing i can do, she wont listen,
She never will....
She doesnt understand me,
And never will.....
Only one person knows about this,
About what is taking over me......
He knows, cuz he has it too,
Just like me......
He says to fight it,
But how.....?
I frear that if it kills me,
It will kill something else inside me.....
It hasent come yet and i know why,
It was my fault....
But i will wait a little while longer,
To see if it comes.....
I'm hoping it does,
Please come.....
I hate this pain in my chest,
A dagger in my heart is turning....
She will never feel what i feel,
Until it finally kills me......
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