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Hmmm. I am not obsessed, am I? I don't think I am. I am not 'obsessed' with anything. Though sometimes I do cath myself spacing out, thinking about Breaking Dawn or Christmas... but that is normal. I mean, come on, if you were reading a good book, you would think about it a lot, wouldn't you? If your favorite holiday was coming up, you would think about it, wouldn't you? I am not normal, I know that. I am too special. I am god.

Though I do think I need a life outside of the computer, books, and basicley, my imagination. But I guess having a good imagination is good, isnt't it? I mean, why wouldn't it be? Exactly. If I didn't have a good imagination, would I ever be able to picture myself running for Mayor, or President someday? No. I would be sitting on my butt saying I could never do anything. But I know I can. I can do whatever I want. I could fly, if I put enough though into it. I could figure out how.

WHOA. You must all think I'm crazy. Maybe I am crazy. But I like it. I am not normal, I am different. And I like that. I am much more educated than other people my age. Why? Because I like to learn. I pay attention. Unlike most people, if I had to choose between playing a game, or studying psychology, I would definitly go for the second one! Well, I do want to be a psychologist some day. Along with a tiger zoologist, web designer, photographer, and writer. And guess what? I can do them all. I WILL do them all.

I can. I can graduate at the top of my class. I can be president. I can fly. I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT, and don't you tell me otherwise. I know what I believe, and no one can change that. Only me. Another thing that is different about me: at this age, most people believe whatever their elders believe. Not me. My parents are christian. I am me. I am my own religion. They know that I believe I am my own god, and they think that is fine. They know what I want to do with my life, they say go for it. My family knows I am different, though they are not sure how, but they do know I will stand up for what I believe.

Everyone knows, that I am me.