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what i've been threw so far in life:

well so far, what i can remeber is this: when i was first boren i had to stay in for an extra three weeks cas i had an asthma attack, 3 years lader i had a fishtank break over my head, back to the hospital for some stihes, cant rember anything b4 that, when i was four my mom stated getting real sick, i almost had a t.v. break over my head, when i was five my mom went to the hospital and me my dad and bro moved to pansilvania, my mom had to stay in new jersey cas she was in the hospital, again, then when i was six she was supposed to move down here with use but never did, my parents started to seperate after that, when i was seven my parents got a devorse, i was going to a new school, and had almost no friends, dad was never home so my grandmother moved in with us, eight i started beating boys up for getting on my nerves, nine i made some new friend but they turned out to be backstabers, ten i moved to edwardsville and had no friends in fifth grade, elevan my mom came down to visit, but when she went back to new jjersey back to the hospital for the fifth time or was it sixth?, ohwell, after that she got out again, whe she was in her house in new jersey she was going down the steps and when she got to the bottom, she just fell over, ahe was dead, the day b4 halloween that was, twelve ppl found out at school and started makeing fun of her and me cas i didnt have a mom, and now im thirteen and nothing is going rightin my life, i just wanna die sometimes, i've tryed killing myself but was caught, and i have been to the guidence office almost everyday in school so far, my life sucks so far, and this isnt even half of it.......