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Ramblings of the Optional Jesus...
TIME TO RANT AND RAVE!


To spare the feelings of those people whom I am ranting about I will...HA! Who am I kidding?! This time I am gonna use people's frickin names cause I am really too lazy to substitute them with stupid variable and letters and if you think you cant handle this cause it's all so true, then dont ******** read it.
Thank you and here we go...


Alright...soo...I am quite pissed. Why? Well where should I start? Hmmm, I think a list is on order...

Reasons Why I Am Pissed:

o1. I am always getting into troble, it doesnt matter what I do, cause I get punished.

o2. Other people in our house can do anything, and totally get away with nothing but a scolding. No punishment what-so-ever. And even though some people claim that they do get punished, their punishment cant even be considered punishment cause it's pansyish.

o3. I most likely will be going to college in this state. Why? Cause my mom already made it very clear that she is not helping me pay for an out of state college. Which means I need a full-schlorship. But then I still have to think about how much a dorm or a place to live will cost and books and things I need and all that other good stuff. It is quite troublesome.

o4. How in the world can someone's OPINION be wrong? How is that even ******** possible?! The definitions of the word "opinion" are...

1. a view, judgment, or appraisal formed in the mind about a particular matter. b: approval, esteem
2. a: belief stronger than impression and less strong than positive knowledge. b: a generally held view
3. a: a formal expression of judgment or advice by an expert b: the formal expression of the legal reasons and principles upon which a legal decision is based.

NO WHERE IN THERE DOES IS SAY AN OPINION CAN BE WRONG CAUSE IT CANT BE WRONG!
IT'S HOW YOU PERSONALLY FEEL ABOUT SOMETHING DAMMIT!

o5. Apparently, if the mother in a household isnt happy, she cant make her family happy. Whose bright idea was that?! Just because one person in a family sint happy doesnt mean everyone else isnt. We were in SC having an awesome time. Not once did Dad, any of my sisters, or me complain we werent happy. It was only my mom. And according to her logic, because she wasnt happy we werent either. Sorry but you're wrong. Now that you've brought us back here so you can be happy, we arent. What are you gonna do now hmm?

o6. My dad doesnt say anything. My mom can say something to me or anyone of my sisters, and whenever she says something to me, I cant help but look at him, and hope that he might, oh I dont know, actually stand up and say something. Say anything. But he doesnt. And then I'm left there to drown. Oh yeah thanks for lal the help dad...

o7. My mom thinks I'm plotting against her, and that I've brainwashed Nad into joining me in my scheme. Umm no. Yes I'll admit that at this current moment I am not your biggest fan, but I'm not plotting your downfall. And if me saying I'm sorry helps any, then I'm sorry. I'm sorry Nad looks up to me and follows my "example" but it's not her fault. Why on Earth would she want to follow the example of anyone else in the house? Devika's done some crazy stuff, but not too crazy and Anjali is still little. Who does that leave? Me. You guys always tell me I'm there older sister and I have to set an "example" for them cause they look up to me. Well let's see...what do I do?
----I make the best grdes ever
----I never do anything totally out there
----I am my own person and dont follow the examples of others
Omfgosh there are 3 good reasons. I'm sorry that I'm not the religious girly girly of a daughter that you want but hey, you guys were the ones that told me you should always be your own person. So I'm gonna keep on doing what I'm doing and if you have a problem with it oh well. File a complaint, I'll make a snazzy little box and everything.

o8. I'm in this state. This morning mom and dad were having a rational discussion aka an argument. Mom was saying that Dad is working too much and he doesnt set aside time for family. And I'm kinda there like, "Well...In SC he wasnt working, he's working his a** off now so we can have money and you're concerned because he doesnt spend enough time with us...?" Wtf mate. I honestly dont care if my parents are around, or if we spend family time together, cause I kinda like doing my own thing by myself. It doesnt bother me at all. But Mom makes it sound like it's this uber big deal when it's not.

o9. Devika needs to learn how to just shut up. I kept on nagging her about cuting her hair cause I was still shocked that she was alive. If I had randomly went and cut my hair by myself I'd be dead in a gutter somewhere, after I was grounded for like all eternity. She's not grounded and she is still very much alive. I'm sorry I was sooo shocked. But anyways, since I couldnt get over it, she decided to bring up something to mom. She told mom about the snazzy little present Nad bought me. Nad bought me this kick butt pair of arm warmers, and Devika told mom about them. Then mom had to get on my case and she was like "Why didnt you tell me you had them?" and I was like "Cause you wouldve freaked out and jumped to conclusions and never let me wear them, just like you do with all of my stuff" and she was like "You dont know that" and I was like mumblemumble "yes I do" and she was like "I wanna see them" and I was like "Whatever" That ended that conversation. BUT THEN SHE GOES AND YELLS AT NAD FOR BUYING THEM FOR ME. DDDDD< THAT MADE ME SUPER MAD.

1o. I cant even tell my mother all of this cause it just turns into an argument which she ends by saying "This conversation is over" and it doesnt get anywhere. So why should I waste my time and my breath for nothing?






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angelina0210
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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 17, 2008 @ 01:55am
Jeez man, I just thought that you were mad at the hair thing. But seriously you guys all need like counciling or therapy or something because it's going to end up with everyone mad at eachother and that's not healthy. You should try to suggest that option. Or call a family meeting, the only rule being no yelling. There has to be some way to get everything out and have and open discussion. I don't know what else there is for you guys to try. But something's got to work.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 17, 2008 @ 02:00am
Gryarrrr D< I dont wanna suggest it...
I've already asked if I need therapy
And everyone's like "No you're perfectly fine"
But then as soon as I do something kinda weird
They're like "DOOD You're so weird"
And I'm like "Umm duh -.-"

BUT ANYWHOS

Yeah I dont wanna suggest it.
Let someone else do it.



Optional Jesus
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royal_genie
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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 17, 2008 @ 03:54pm
Devika had a haircut?!! O.O

Anyway, as I was saying...personal memoir = bestseller= money for college wherever = SUNSHINE!!!


commentCommented on: Wed Nov 19, 2008 @ 01:54am
im loving the fbomb usage, kudos on getting some cahones pirate



AwkwardShawn
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