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God, why did you give me a life at birth?
Did you think i have a purpose on this earth?
You knew my life would be filled with pain,
Living here now, what would i gain?

God, you know this world is full of lies,
Thousands of girls suffering alone, wanting to cry,
Trying to hold it in, trying to be strong,
I am one of those girls, who just dont belong.

God, you said i would go to heaven, but my life a living hell.
Indescribable pain, i would never tell,
of what i had to go through, throughout my life,
It feels like hell stabbing my heart with a knife.

God, why did you put me on an earth full of fakes?
They say they love me, i give, they only take
They took my heart and broke it, my soul also died.
Now soon my body will go, but will not rise.

God, i cant go because my soul is chained.
Chained to the memories and the God-forbidden pain.
To all those who hate me, or to all those who love,
I will not burn in hell, but i wont go above.

I will watch a movie, a never ending dream
Watching me suffer, watching me scream.
All of my shattered dreams and my forgotten, broken heart,
I ask again God, why did you let me live at the very start?

- BY- : ME (carly)
Original Poem. (DO NOT STEAL!!)