Went shopping today for Christmas Presents. I can't believe how fast it's coming but it's quite exciting. I have a feeling I'm going to be dissapointed on Christmas morning though. Me and my mom, well actually everyone in my house and I are fighting. My brother is always being a kiss-up only because he wants something out of them; but they still don't see that.
My birthday is five days before Christmas and my main present for this year was a cell phone, I'm not getting that either because I lost my bus pass this month and now they don't trust me to have anything. I mean a bus pass is a simple peice of plastic and a cell phone is a heavy object, I'm pretty sure there's a big difference.
So plan B was to ask for just money for Christmas. I know it will suck not being able to open up something, under the tree and wonder what it is; but I rather have money so I can pick something out that I know for sure i will love. I hate when someone buys you something and you have to pretend you like it so they don't get mad. I know it's the thought that counts but buying something on your on is more... satisfying?
If I were to trust anyone with buying presents for me it would probably be my friends, they know me better than my parents and it may be weird to say buut I feel more confortable and safe with my friends.
I don't like my family much anymore, I hate coming home.
Anyways though I'm not looking forward to Christmas but the break off school will be good and if I keep myself away from home, it shouldn't be completeley bad. rolleyes
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