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I Hate...


I hate,
hate that I can't trust

I hate,
hate that I must lie because they'd rather believe I'm fine.

I hate,
hate who I've been.

I hate,
hate to make decisions.

I hate,
hate that I can't hate those I should.

I hate,
hate my life.

I hate,
hate that I can't die.

I hate,
hate to live in fear and hate.

I hate,
hate my uncertainty.

I hate,
hate the lies people tell me.

I hate,
hate that I believe.

I hate,
hate those that wish their lives were mine.

I hate,
hate all emotion that's mine.

I hate,
hate that I need others.

I hate,
hate my own d*mn incompetence.

I hate,
hate that there's so much to hate.