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konichiwa plps.....omg I’m so stressed and depressed cause of all this drama at school that’s happinnin that’s gonna be stopped Friday with my bf, I herd that he was cheating on me with a 7th or 6th grader and I’m real ticked off about it. This wouldn't be the first time he has done this if it's true. it happened in 7th grade with my best friend, found out he was tuchin her, and I was so close to breakin up with him but his best friend said "not to, to give him another chance". So with the kindness of my heart I did, and we were ok. but after a while my love wasn't as strong as it used to be for him....it was like there was no spark and now I herd from my best friend's friend that he's cheating on me with a 7th grader and she told me real serious like, so I believed her....if it's not true I’m still gonna break up with him because they’re just gonna get worse and worse... and i'mma go insane. So i'mma stop it now than later. I ain't gonna hate him i'mma still love him but just as a friend because I was thought not to hate plp and I don't hate anybody I love all plp but the hate that I say is just aggravation and you can annoy me but I’ll still love you no mater what, because with all the hatred that’s already in this world, me hatein someone isn't gonna make it any better. The world sucks and this test isn't easy. Every one goes through tough times and no ones perfect. but I really wish plp would think about how the plp they pick on and bully and hurt feel....If they only new my life story they wouldn't mess with me and hurt me like this. My heart has been broken so many times, Oh my Goodness! my friends and family are like the only plp I can rely on and if I didn't have God in my life I would probably be dead by now. but I’m so happy I’m not and I ain't gonna stop livin my life and let some stupid boy get me down I got my friends, family, and Jesus on my side. And there's no point in being sad all the time cause it's not gonna get any better like that. But I just wish I new why those plp would hate on me and hurt me so bad when I didn't even do nothing to them gosh that really ticks me off. I know some plp might have it worse and I’m sorry for them, but I’m kind of one of them 2 man. I like to help plp in any way I can but I sometimes can't cause they don't accept it and then I get mad and sad so I just let it go and leave them alone....I can't really be my self-self around plp cause then my bad stupid self-self will take over and plp will hate me so I’m usually quiet and sad lookin all the time. I like to be alone, really, and I like the solitude. Yha I’m really fun once you get to know me and I love to make plp happy and I’m a good person to talk to. I’ll listen and help u in anyway I can. I LOVE U ALL AND I WANT YALL TO KNOW THAT GOD WON'T STOP LOVEN YALL EATHA!!! JA matane (see you later) wink
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