Where am I? Am I alone in this world? Is anybody out there?
Who am I? What am I? Why is there so much unbearable pain.. This.. this pain.. it has a name..
It's called.. love..
It.. it doesn't feel like I'm dying, yet it does.. it doesn't feel like a broken leg or an arm.. It's.. in my chest.. and it hurts.. almost as if it's my heart.. but that can't be possible..
Can it?
This.. pain.. called love.. Why does it hurt? I feel like.. like someone broke a promise.. and that hurts.. Why does it hurt? I want it to stop.. Why won't the pain stop?
Why am I miserable? It hurts.. I just want to feel.. happy. I have.. a few friends.. close friends, but not too close.. But still it hurts.. Friends can't help much.. they can help me forget it.. a bit.. But it keeps coming back..
Why won't it go away?
Someone.. someone did this.. But.. who? And why would they be so.. horrible? Why? It hurts..
I.. I'm dying.. but on the inside.. Not purely physical pain.. almost mental.. Like an inner scar.. But it hurts so much.. I must be dying..
Why did you do this to me..?
 Kagenagaru · Sun Dec 07, 2008 @ 10:04pm · 0 Comments |
