what did you think, when i made you laugh at the lunch table? when you tried to tackle me down, but couldnt catch up? when we finally became friends?
whad did you think, when you found me staring at the back of your head? when i fell asleep in class, right behind you? when i was beaten up by our "oh so wonderful" jocks?
what did you think, when we were alone together in the halway, because we both forgot our books for class? when i held the door open for you, every time i saw you needed me to? when i drew that picture of your favorite anime charecter, and slipped it in your locker as a Christmas present?
what did you think, during our time at that retreat to the camp? when i accidentally tripped, and fell on you? when i finally admitted my feelings, and told the person who told you that i liked you?
i honestly wish i could have peered into your mind, found out what you thought about all the time we spent together and understand what you thought... when you said that we were just friends
i wonder if you ever thought, even once that i more than just liked you, that i loved you and wanted to see you happy
i wonder what you think now that we have taken seperate paths that we are both with someone else and that we dont talk with eachother as much as we used to
but ill tell you what i think
i think that the time we spent together was time well spent
that even though you denied it time after time that you liked me as well
i think that even though i am with someone that i still, possibly love you, and care for you
and i think that even after all we have been through that i want the same as you to just be friends
and even though i am dying to know what you think
i will wait for when we meet again
so before we have to leave eachother's presence again i will hug you, and we will be just friends
and i will hear you laugh just once more before our lives go back to normal
and if i find the courage i will ask you, just to ask "What did you think?"
If I'm ever online, I'd be happy to talk to those who need helps. =) I will follow her to the very depths of hell, without a doubt in my mind and with a smile on my face the entire time.
SidertickSword · Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 09:30pm · 0 Comments |