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You are...not here


My smile trembles
And my voice shakes
In this blurring scenery.
I talked to you because I wanted to know you better.
Your pure eyes are so bright.
I want to be closer to you, so more and more
I pretend to forget the tiny aching.
When did you finally get the person you love?
You seem lively and more talkative than usual.
I am in pain as I face this reality.
My smile trembles
And my voice shakes
I look down and pretend I'm alright.
You are...not here.
Not by...my side.
Though we understood each other,
There exists an infallible gap between us.
Just exchanging a few words with you makes me happy.
Embraced by your gentle eyes,
I trembled at my real feelings.
But still I quietly offered you all my heart.
I want to slowly develop
Our truly precious meeting.
I want reach you, but I can't.
And before I know it, only my fear grows.
I've always believed,
That we were never meant to be.
You are...not here.
Not by...my side.
I couldn't accept this, so I kept on searching.
The words told through tears are disappearing.
The teasing emotions won't leave me alone.
You are...not here.
Not by...my side.
With nowhere else to go, I let out a sigh of solitude.
I will continue to smile...so please let me love you.