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]~My Curse~
I watched you walk away
Hopeless,with nothing to say.
I've strianed my eyes hopeing to see you again.
This is my curse.
(Wer'e longing)
This is my curse.
(We're yearning)
This is my curse.
There is love burning to find you.
Will you wait for me?Will you be there?
Your silence haunts me.
But I still longer for you.
This is my curse.
(Wer'e waiting)
This is my curse.
(The meeting)
This is my...
There is love burning to find you.
Will you wait for me?
Still I want.Still i ache.
But still I wait to see you again.
Dying inside these walls.
And I see your face.
In these tears.
There is love.-killswitch Engage
~ Beautiful disaster~
He drowns in his dreams.
An exquiste extreme I know.
He's as dammed as he semms.
And more than a heaven heart could hold.
And If i try to save him.
My whole worlsd could cave in.
It just an't right.
I don't know what he's after.
But he's so beautiful.
Such a beautiful disaster.
And if I could hold on.
Through the tears and laughter.
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster.
He's magic and myth.
As strong as I believe.
A tragedy with
More than a soul should see.
And I do(n't) Try to change him.
So hard not to blame him.
Hold on tight.
I'm longing for love and logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of mircale.
Waited so long,so long.
He's soft to the touch.
But frayed at the ends he breaks.
Hes never enough.
And still hes more than i can take.
He's (Ahhh) Beautiful disaster.-Kelly Clarkson
<b>~Never Enough~</b>
I'm so fed up with everyone around me
No one seems to care
I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change
I'll never be the same
It's always do this, do that, everything they want to
I don't wanna live that way
Every chance they get they're always pushing me away
It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter what I say
It's never enough, no it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be
It's all so messed up and no one ever listens
Everyone's deranged
I'm just so ******** up and I'm never gonna change
I wanna lay it all to waste
They're always say this, say that, nothing that you want to
I don't wanna live that way
Every chance they get they're always shoving me aside
It's never enough, no it's never enough
No matter what I say
It's never enough, no it's never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be
I'M DONE!
In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete
Drawn only to be washed away
For the time that I've been given
I am what I am
I'd rather hate you for everything you are
Than ever love you for something you are not
I'd rather you hate me for everything I am
Than have you love me for something that I can't.
<b> -Five Finger Death Punch.</b>
~All I Ever Wanted.~
Lyrics to All I Ever Wanted (fonzerelli Edit) :
all I ever wanted was to see your smilen
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
All I ever wanted was to see your smilen
All I ever wanted was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see that all I ever wanted was you and me
all I ever wanted was to see your smilen
all I ever wanted was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted was you and me
I'm so alone, here on my own
and I'm waiting for you to come
I want to be a part of you
think of fall,think's we could do
and everyday you're in my head
i want to have you in my bed
you are the world, you're in my eyes
for in my life
all I ever wanted was to see your smilen
all I ever wanted was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that's all I ever wanted was you and me(3x)
all I ever wanted-Bass Hunter.(fonzerelli Edit)
~The Sadness will never end.~
Lyrics to The Sadness Will Never End :
Our legs begin to break
We've walked this path for far too long
My lungs, they start to ache
But still we carry on
I'm choking on my words
Like I got a noose around my neck
I can't believe it's come to this
And dear, I fear
That this ship is sinking tonight
I won't give up on you
These scars won't tear us apart
So don't give up on me
It's not too late for us
And I'll save you from yourself
And I'll save you from yourself
Our legs begin to break
We've walked this path for far too long
My lungs begin to ache
But still we carry on
I'm choking on my words
Like I got a noose around my neck
I'm not coming home tonight
I'm not coming home tonight
'Cause dear I fear, dear I fear
I'm not coming home tonight
I'm not coming home tonight
'Cause dear I fear
This ship is sinking
Is there hope for us?
Can we make it out alive?
I can taste the failure on your lips
Is there hope for us?
Can we make it out alive?
I can taste the failure
Close your eyes
There's nothing we can do
But sleep in this bed that we made for ourselves
You're trapped in your past
Like it's six feet under
I won't give up on you
These scars won't tear us apart
So don't give up on me
It's not too late for us
I'll save you from yourself
I'll save you from yourself
I'll save you from yourself
I'll save you from yourself
Try to numb the pain
With alcohol and pills
But it won't repair your trust
You can't stand on two ******** feet
With a substance as a crutch
I won't give up
I won't give up on you
We'll play this symphony
I won't give up
I won't give up on you
We'll play this symphony of sympathy
-Bring Me The Horizon.&3.
Lyrics to Diamonds Aren't Forever :
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all ******** dead
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all ******** dead
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all ********...
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all ******** dead
I refuse! I refuse!
I refuse to close my eyes
I have loved, and I have lost
I have turned, and I have tossed
I have listened, and I have watched
I've gave into this for long enough
I have lost, and I have loved
Sleep has stolen far too much
So don't close your eyes, not just yet
Sleep is just a cousin of death
I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off...
I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead
I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead
I have loved, and I have lost
I have turned, and I have tossed
I have listened, and I have watched
I've gave into this for long enough
I have lost, and I have loved
Sleep has stolen far too much
So don't close your eyes, not just yet
Sleep is just a cousin of death
So throw your diamonds in the sky, we'll stay gold forever
I can promise you one thing: death will take us all
I can promise you one thing: you will die alone
We're all going to Hell, we may as well go out in style
Death is a promise, and your life is a ******** lie
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all ******** dead
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all ******** dead
I refuse! I refuse!
I refuse to close my eyes.-Bring Me The Horizon.<3.