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...maybe i'm overeacting here but...SOMEBODY KILLED IT! what's the point? heh not talking about like folks...something more important...a will to draw...MY ONLY ZEST FOR LIFE! gonk WAAAAAA!!!
what is up with this? *sigh* ok...so here's what happened. i've been taking art commissions and someone asked me to do some avi art...i draw it in a day, no big...no challenge...no fun! that is why i do this! i want a challenge! this is not the first time... emo the combinations, the colors, it is all barfed together hapahazaredly! kill me... this is a bloody insult! how do others do this? commissions? HOW?!?!
...i guess i'm just bored...boredom makes us all soooooo depressed! *sigh* and writing this journal is a pathetic cry for help...but still, i'm gonna post it. maybe i'll get some answers...o_0;
well now, time to recesitate my inspiration! thanks for reading my rants gaia!

by the way...currently right now...december 15 2008...down below in my sig...BEST YAOI EVER! ^_^ ok i'm better now!