I gave up on a few things... or should I say people. You want to talk to me? Good. I'll stop trying to make conversation with you, since you seem way more interested in what I instroduced you to, rather than me... who I thought was a friend to you.
I am confused.
If you talk to me, if you are truly interested... don't make a fool out of me. I am a loyal friend, and I don't toy with people. Don't confuse my loyalty with submissiveness, either. No matter what, I do what I want in the end. I have that kind of attitude; part persistant, part stubborned. I am kind, and you don't need to be close to me to realize that. I just can't be mean, honestly. I hate it. Don't think you can take advantage of that; just because I am kind, doesn't mean I trust easily. I am kind as long as it doesn't interfere with my honesty. My life is hectic, and I don't have time to deceive my way through it.
Either way, it's all good. I'm happy. 4laugh
Maha got his minis, guys. And now he's going to enocounter a horrible item retreaval mission. He'll be fine, though. 3nodding
Thinking about my life... I have so much to be happy about. I have so much aggravations inside me, but I can alays push themaside. The ones I love come first. Is it because I want to feel protected again? Maybe. When I was 12... hah.
I am happy. Happy that I am innocent, pure. Happy that I am sincere. I haven't felt as great since I moved. I have been so stupid lately, and I've been covering it up with a sad little crooked smile. I am glad to be back. This is brilliant. Honetly, I want to stay like this forever. I think that's why I have these feelings. I am so happy I found someone else who is the same ay. I always feel the simplicity that everything is when I talk to him. Like a child. It was needed, and I can't beleive I let someone so weak and hollow et in the way. I am glad it's been there all along.
Props to Zuki and Rakath and Xia. Love you, guys.
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