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cheddartwilightsept
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My confusing problems
hahaha.....i have a confusing life biggrin
ok,this is getting way confuzing.Last night i was at a birthday party and the guy i like's twin sister was there(she is one of my BEST friends)and we were playing truth or dare.So,it came to be my turn and hating dares,i picked truth knowing exactly what I would be asked.So,of course,i was asked if i really liked her brother and said yes.Then i asked his sis if she was freaked out or suprised...she said that she already knew!and I waz like WTF!How in the world?!So i asked her who told and she wouldn't tell me,i had to pry it out of her.It waz my friend Jonathan!He waz the absolute first guy that I had told and waz SWORN in to total secrecy.I got really mad...well,more like freaked and asked her how.She said that she was at car riders and he was talking to her brother(Mac)and she wanted to talk to Mac so she walked over there and Jonathan was like "Hey,can you go over there for an sec?"and she waz like"uhhh...no."and he said "please?I have to tell him something."and she waz like "Well,tell me too."so he said fine and told them.GRRRR!!I had no idea whatsoever.What's so weird is that Mac hasn't confronted me or said anything lately...friday i waz sitting beside him and waz like"So Mac,what did you think my secret was again?"then he goes"Well,I don't really know since you told me that al my oter ideas were wrong."and i was like"Hmm..ok,they were,but don't you have any theories?"and he said "Theories?"then i go"Yes MAc,Surely you have theories."and he asked"Does it have anything to do with me?"and being used to dening anything that might point to the fact of me liking him since last year i go"No."and he goes"Are you sure?"and i laugh and say"Yes Mac,I'm sure."then he looked off thinking like he does and went back to reading his book.He's not the kind of person to do that.GGGGRRRRRR!!!This is bothering the crap out of me!!!


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Over_this
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Fri Dec 26, 2008 @ 10:29pm


Omp shut up and don't say WTF it's not cool when you use it and it isn't when i do.Also , Anny isn't one of your BEST friends is she? sad
i thought me and Miranda were.AND waz is kinda stupid scence you are always going crazy about spelling and gramer and all that.Really you are always correcting me.Also , it was kinda clear that you liked mac b4 you told anyone.You know i dont like it when you use Wtf , freckin , and so on.But , this is a place to express yourself so i can't complain.LOL i just did hahaha im sorry.You know this isn't really the complicated part of your life.I mean I know that one day I will forget Crazy and I will forget Christal and I probably will stop listening to Avril one day.Mrs.Wood tought me my priorities.Crazy is breaking my heart , but after school I know I probably won't see her again.I may loss toutch with Miranda.I've already lost toutch with Christal.The point is I know who might leave my life , who will stay in my life(you and family) , and who will leave my life even if I hate it...So , I guess I just ranted to tell you to know what matters the most.That could be Emily , Mac , your family , me , Tom lol I dont know.And some of it will change.But , some things never do.I once thought Crazy was a jerk and now I love her almost more than anything.But , I realise she shouldn't be my main thing because in the long run she probably won't be there.I want her to be but I no it won't happen.I hope this isn't depressing sounding lol.It's just that I wouldn't worry about how Anny knew or anything.I wouldn't worry about Emily or Mac unless you think the imput will seriously affect you.Which it might I don't know because I'm not you.I'm not worrying about the fact that a ton of people know my secret.That isn't going to affect me in the long run.It took me a long hard thinking to realize that , but better late than never ya know?


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