Ah, man. It's almost that time of month again!
(No not a period, though I hope no girl gets cramps on the 25th of Decemberrr)
It's been a CRAZY semester at my high school. Honestly, being in the 11th grade has been TOUGH for the 1st semester. I have 4 classes and I have them every single day! And this has gotta be the most toughest year of them all, and this has gotta be the most I've actually TRIED to do well in all of my classes. This year so far, I've met new people again, and I got to know people that I'd see in the hallways (My school is pretty small talk about 1,800 kids) and I ended up not being with old friends unfortunately. What's scary to think about is... next year? I'm like, busy with colleges. I have to start looking and finding out more info on colleges I want to go to across the USA. And it's kinda scary how time passes by. And I can't remember all my freshmen teachers I had sadly. But now, as a junior? I got some pretty cool teachers. I got a teacher who goes airsofting w/ me and the gang over at a pretty big warehouse. My friend who I consider a brother to me and I both have his #. The guy is like 60 years old probably, but he's like our mentor. He's gotta be an Old Snake because he's cool liek that.
I've been going through many things, I feel like I've grown up coming a looong way in high school. I'm the type who tries to avoid s**t and it's pretty much worked since I started. Last year I felt like the friends I used to hang out w/ all the time were family to me, but sadly and lately... we've just been haven't doing much together as friends. At LEAST I think we aren't. Sometimes I noticed that my friend's would get together w/o inviting me, and the secrecy pisses me off and makes me think they got stuff against me. Sometimes, I feel like I'm that 'friend in the group' where it's easy to make fun of. My friends all have diff. views on the world than I do. But sometimes we get into these idiotic debates where we just end up pissed off at each other. I talk to my parents about everything, and the one thing my wise old mother (bless her) would always tell me is, "If you try to find perfection in a friend? Or any other human being. You'll end up being alone." Those words always roam through my head everyday and I always try to think that... if friends wanna be friends? Sweet. If not? ******** you, and move on.
Ahh, but other than that this year has been great. On gaia? I've been banned but I got over it and started to move on. I've started to hang out more at cool places like the Give a Gift (GaG) thread. I've met some PRETTY interesting people already, and just recently... I met a REALLY awesome gurl that I like effin loved instantly. Rinita Hallows, holy s**t... this girl is wild. (LOL! That's wut she said.) She's like a person you just wanna talk to forever, and like the humor we share is incredible. I can tell already that it's gonna go far. Not that she's the only person I've met, but I've met other people too randomly but hey? There's a reason why they're on my friends list.
I feel like I've moved on A LOT this semester both irl and gaia. I hope 09 brings me swell moments and future memories to remember forever.
I wish everyone a MERRY Christmas and a happy new year.
I'll be on Gaia during my break if you EVER want to talk.
Thanks for the memories!
Later!
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