Well... It seems I passed up my only chance to talk to my "brother" this past Saturday. There was a holiday party at this girl's house for one of my classes. I didn't go. Don't much like anyone from that class. Steve was supposed to be there. I didn't go because I didn't want to deal with all the BS. And then Sebastian was supposed to be flying in for Christmas. I gave up on seeing him a while ago.
Is it bad that I don't feel bad for missing my "brother" at one of my only chances to see him and I don't care if I don't see Sebastian again? I mean, I've been through a ton with both of them. Steven and Sebastian and me used to be so close. Is it wrong that I don't want to keep us from drifting? I dunno. Maybe I'm just accepting the inevitable. I mean, Steve goes to college two hours away from me and he's always studying and Sebastian...Well, there's no telling where the Army is gonna take him next. I dunno...
Wow. This is what happens when I think too much. On the plus side...I get to open mah Christmas presents tomorrow! My mum is being rawr and not letting me open anything early like she usually does. Maybe that's because she let me open one yesterday...It was a black t-shirt and had the old Star Wars characters on the front. Luke, Leah, Darth Vader, Chewbacca, Han, and it said "Star Wars" in English and then there were Japanese words all around it. I'm not entirely sure what it said (I'm not that far into my Japanese class, I'm more worried about speaking it than reading it), but I think it was a collection of advertisements from Japan for one of the old movies. Was awesome. Love it. Yeah. Ima go now. My show's on. biggrin
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