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hi. my dad is watching me again,so i need to be carefull about what i write.i can't belive i almost kissed alex at the bus stop earler today.i was just trying to get him to tell me what was wrong,and it ended up with me standing there almost in tears,and him walking away,and im prety shure that he hates me.i'm glad that i don't have to deal with him for a few days,because i dont think my heart can stand it now.despite him practly riping out my heart, i still love him
*shakes head,tears streaming down face*
i realy need help to deal with this