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If everything thats happening to me is setting me up for something good,then it'd better be one hell of a kick-a** thing.My life seems to be spiraling out of control.School is good,but socially,I fear I'm going to pretty much die...I had a friend,we used to speak to each other all day every day.Now I'd consider myself lucky if I saw her again and she even remembered who I was.One of my favorite rp partners REALLY hurt me when she thought I wasn't interested in our rp anymore,which is not true AT ALL!!I absolutely LOVE that rp!I have to admit,its a freaking miracle I'm not obssesed with it!
If only I could find a way to improve these conditions...if not,I will gladly pull the shovel out from my toolshed,dig a pit somewhere,jump in,and stay in there until my body rots away and I become a pile of something thats good only for giving plants nutrition.At least then,if I could feel anything,I'd feel like I was good for something.This is the part where I hit the submit button and wait to see what criticisms or pity or whatever it is people give to people like me these days.Quite frankly,you could do your worst and it would still pale in comparison to what I already feel.