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the life of a jester is nothing to flaunt
New years
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so.. promises are often sticky things

i've made plenty of promises i can't or couldn't keep.. for instance.

I promised I be with one person forever and i couldnt even last a year..

i promised I wouldnt hurt someone, and i did.

I promised I wouldnt try to an hero, and i did.

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Now I've started making pomises again.. And now I'm thinking I won't be able to keep them..

Its like, I know what I'm doing is awful, I know that things will end horribly.

I'm not saying I'm not happy, because I'm so glad things are back to the way they were. I promised i would try.. I promised I wouldnt be scared And I promised to give him another chance..

But why does it feel like I'm just running in circles...

Once again things rely on promises.

'I promise to Change'
'I promise to be good'
'I promise to stop this and that etc etc..'

But how reliable are promises?

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My new years revolution is to be more.. open minded and less stubborn, To take more chances and be less open to the ones i love....

The last one may seem bad but it has to be done..I have to avoid the heartache thats occured for the past year at any cost..

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until i feel the need to distance myself from you I'll hold you in my arms, kiss you and love you, let you in.. 1 more time

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i love you with all my hear






 
 
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