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japanese name tania told us hers ytd during class... a very nice name. i ste me thinking abt my Japanese name n i found tt i do not have one. i rmb tt one of the guys went to translate our name into Japanese name... bai has one ray has one izzul has one gary has one bt i suppose they forgotten abt me cox i nv knew wat my jap name was... i could go n find out myself it was an easy job jus click n the internet have dozen n dozen of translation bt i didnt i am still waiting for the person who forgotten me to remember me. i guess nobody remembers me, y do i leave no impression on others why? i always act as if i dont mind when ray n bai tell mi abt their jap name bt i mind! y nobody rmb tt they didnt look for my name ! y am i always the forgotten one? yet i cant tell them abt this i am afraid tt will lose this bunch of friends... tt time i told ray tt if he dun wan to go out wif mi he can jolly well say no n nt come becox bai call him to tt time i was being truthfull to myself cox i cant lie to smile anymore bt i almost lost a friend lyk him so i nv dared to be truthfull to any friends i care for or i might lose them... i always tot tt being truthful is the best bt i guess it is nt in my case

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