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Whats up with you. (Yah I get the point you don't talk.) I no longer could care less about the job I was talking about a month ago. It was a nice experience and something to strive for. I know I'm not getting the job. The two Chef dudes knew it after talking with the girl that was with me the whole night. The one guy was blunt and was like um yah we have other applicants. SO basically not me. The other one was basically talking down to me like a two year old. Why the ******** are you going to call someone back on anagriation day? If you have to plan recipes and train and all that other bull s**t? Do you think there ever going to call me back? I think I should be blunt too. Why not come out and say you didn't get the job? Why make someone wait? I guess they assume applicants will find a job while waiting then they won't be disappointed when their Gucci restaurant in Dc calls and say you didn't get the job.

What should I say. SO basically you knew I wasn't the person right after talking to Kate right? I should call them the day after if they didn't call me right? Do I give them a day to recuperate? So there was no point to even talking to me afterward right? I kind of figured. Maybe their selfish bastards too.

I can read people its a weird skill. The one guy was blunt all night like he couldn't fake anything. The other was so nice that is was nauseating. No one is that nice. Then they brought up the money as if they almost forgot about it to lead me on. BASTARDS. What am I stupid? Is it written on my forehead. Is there a sign on my shirt that says doormat? Something just didn't fit. Thank you customer service. When I went there I was hyper as when I went in as I went out. Thank you insomnia. I know what to do in emergencies now. Pop another pill and wallah awake all night.

I hate people who think they know you . They met you for a short period of time and are like "yup you are religious". You can't judge someone from one action. That's why the phrase is "ACTIONS speak louder than words". It was like January 2nd and my Mom got rid of my calendar from last year and put up a religious one. What I'm now strict Catholic because I go to a Catholic group? That kind of bias judgment pisses me off. I know I called my friend today to see if she was interested in applying for where I work b/c there hiring for Starbucks and she said she wanted to learn to make drinks. Its farther away then her other job but I'm not sure if she would be interested or not. I know I hope I'm not being to helpful like my Mom does with the calendar like my Mom did to me. Whatever

Hachi_ateyou