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My past is hidden because I couldn't say it
My secrets so well guarded Because i couldn't face them
Everything I said to was true and pure
but these things I run from
Not even you my love can stave the pain
Those things I wish we could tackle together
Seem to be things that lurk over me alone
and alone I must face them
When i was afraid
or hurting
or lonely
your name jumped into my heart
you fought that all away single handed
And now as i face the door to my nightmares
when i wish to pull you in the most
I am forced to go alone
but all the love you gave me
all the pain you ran away
Gives me courage to fight off this evil
and when im done, Its you to whom i will run too
because i love you
and i need you
and i want you in my life




what do you want to know maddy? I'm open, ask anything and i will answer it, because your my one and only love <3 and I need to know that you dont think im hiding anything, because im not, its just infront of you reach out and take any knowledge you need my love
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