I ran searching for you my lungs felt like falling out and letting me die if i didn't stop running and searching for you. But in fact i didn't know how to find you. I called your name several times by all of them of what i knew. I felt tears running down my face. I wasn't crying because my lungs and feet were exhausted it was because I had gone so long with out you. I had taken an advantage of you. i regret it now because i have found out that i need you to survive. With a thud i fell to the ground crying and aching in my chest. I told you when i first was going to kill my self you came and stopped me and you admitted me and your self to rehabilitation. You ended up staying longer than me who knows how and why. You never would tell me. When you left as an angel you flew in to the sky voluntaraly. Was all you left me was a feather to remember you by and that kiss and you were called by the god you had tears of crystal and i left them there. and sat there and cried my self.
new submition later on when i'm not doing any thing
Nyreu_Nero · Thu Jan 15, 2009 @ 09:51pm · 1 Comments |