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I'm depressed ...crying and dying.don't deserve to be gackt fan.not worthy enough.gotta kill my self.gackt wants me dead for ruining his good looks and name.i have to die.if i cant be a fan of his then i have to disappear.I live to support gackt but failed at it.im useless to him.he was my life and i ******** it up.i ******** it up big time. crying im so sorry gackt.im...so...sorry... crying ..........................cant live without gackt.Gackt...is like the only thing i live for................. cry i failed u gackt and im sorry...extremely sorry.....hope u forgive me for failing u...hes not gonna forgive me cuz he hates me even though he doesn't know me ,and the only thing he does know is that ive failed him.......................