Where do events begin? Where will they end? I once admitted that I loved you, more than my own life. You once told me I was mistaken, that I should think really hard about how I felt.
"You're a child."
"You've never been in love before."
"Are you sure?"
"I bet you only love me as a friend."
"I'm someone you just look up to."
"You're mistaken."
Those words that echo inside of my mind, I'm standing here beside a line. Always on the outside looking in, that's where I find myself now my friend. You stand there beside that stranger I've never seen.
"We're in love."
That's what you said to me. So here I am in tears sitting alone in a darkened room. Once there was light, but now only my gloom.
"I'm so happy for both of you."
In truth I am. In truth I'm confused. I loved you with all of my heart and maybe I still do. However, you were never mine to claim I was a foolish naive kid who now will never know love. I watch the two of you together and oh how pained my heart becomes. The way you smile at that stranger who's where I feel like I should be. Must be amazing. Must be grand. If I cry a few more tears I hope you'll understand.
"I can't help but love you..."
The memory of those words still rings in my head, and though I still love you. I won't get in your way. From now on, I'll be in a far off place. Watching over you. Wishing the best for you and the one you love. I hope you have nothing but happiness. You deserve someone special. I pray to whoever cares that they're the one.
"You're a child."
"You've never been in love before."
"Are you sure?"
"I bet you only love me as a friend."
"I'm someone you just look up to."
"You're mistaken."
Those words that echo inside of my mind, I'm standing here beside a line. Always on the outside looking in, that's where I find myself now my friend. You stand there beside that stranger I've never seen.
"We're in love."
That's what you said to me. So here I am in tears sitting alone in a darkened room. Once there was light, but now only my gloom.
"I'm so happy for both of you."
In truth I am. In truth I'm confused. I loved you with all of my heart and maybe I still do. However, you were never mine to claim I was a foolish naive kid who now will never know love. I watch the two of you together and oh how pained my heart becomes. The way you smile at that stranger who's where I feel like I should be. Must be amazing. Must be grand. If I cry a few more tears I hope you'll understand.
"I can't help but love you..."
The memory of those words still rings in my head, and though I still love you. I won't get in your way. From now on, I'll be in a far off place. Watching over you. Wishing the best for you and the one you love. I hope you have nothing but happiness. You deserve someone special. I pray to whoever cares that they're the one.
I love you, now and forever.
Don't forget me.
