Yeah. life's great. seriously....
HAH.
******** hypocrite step father who thinks that because he works, EVERY GODDAMN THING is MY fault.
who thinks that hes the only one with ******** problems.
and hes the only one that works.
he seems to forget who cleans his house, makes his dinners, and does his dishes. among other things.
yeah, that'd be me.
and he can't even take me to my best ******** friend's concert to support her.
he claims its cuz i wasn't nice about it.
but I beg to ******** differ.
I went down there and was nothing but ******** nice. and mid-sentence he snapped at me.
and he wonders why i'm sitting here quaking and crying with anger and s**t.
He doesn't get how ******** frustrating it is when you do EVERYTHING around the house and don't get one single thanks. or a 'gee abby, dinner is good.' or 'gee abby, thanks for cleaning up everyday. I'll take you to that concert. no biggie'
no i get '******** A. ALL YOU DO IS SIT AROUND, EAT, s**t, AND SLEEP. I'M NOT DRIVING DOWN THERE BECAUSE ITS TOO MUCH WORK AND I CAN'T DO THAT. ITS MY DAY OFF. YOU DISREGARD MYYY FEELINGS BLAHBLAHBLAH'
excuse me?
i disregarded your feelings? My bad, i must have forgotten to kiss your a** within the past two and a half minutes.
Now i can hear you harass my brother about his grades. My brother's trying the best he freaking can. D: and his response? 'NOT GOOD ENOUGH. REDO'
and he wonders why the poor kid gets migraines, is bullied, and wants to die?
seriously, he has no idea.
******** republican.
He puts anything I say down.
He doesn't get it when I say 'STOP BASHING ******** GAY PEOPLE AND s**t'
He doesn't even get THAT hint when its thrown at him about a hundred times a day.
He can't figure out that I'm depressed, bi, and struggling with balancing myself, school, AND his s**t. Its not ******** easy.
Hes such a hypocrite.
such.
a.
********.
hypocrite.
I can't wait for the day that I can just walk out of here and do whatever the hell i want without needing his help.
Or the day where my mother doesn't work ******** stupid hours. because I know SHE'D get it and take me to the concert to support my best friend who doesn't even get a congrats about being first chair.
I'm going to go cry in my emo corner now.
If i can find one that hasn't been infected with a*****e DISEASE. mad
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