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I have an obsession..FETISH for...Abe Sapien and Kroenen from Hellboy ;3;


-edit- and now I have added Johann to this mix

like..an obsession thats getting to far I mean really -twitches- . . . . .

It's weird..but I love being this much obsessed as well..but gah I don't know... so many thigns raceing threw my mind about them..it's like a song pops up on my playlist, my mind shoots to a vid I saw of these characters..and that song ....

I NEEED THEM WHY CAN'T THEY BE REAL!?

;3;

I get lonely..so I watch a vid with Abe in it, and I'm fine. I turn on my computer, see the Abe wallpaper, I fan girl squeal. I see stuff I can buy with Abe or Kroenen... I squeal and make a fuss because I have no money to buy their stuff..... I despratly want to RL Cosplay Abe... and Kroenen, but mostly Abe....

I swear I even said once that I'd have a three-some with them O-0;

I'm going insane thinking about them. I feel the need, the want, to be in Abe's arms... or on Kroenen's lap....snuggling.. FAWK

I'm sure there are fans of someone or somethign else who feel the same way.
I feel depressed..all the time thinking, "Why can't they be real?" Knowing they can't, and never will be, hurts, it hurts a lot. Hits home. Makeing up fan fic storied of them always brightnes my day, but that day ends rather quickly, because the same question attacks me. "Why can't they be real!?"

Merrrrr....... this is enough to make me rant and cry at the same time.