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Things are actually getting better for my financial situation. It's the people around me that are having the problems. If it's not one thing, it's another. I"m realizing how much of a "friend" a person can be lately. Meaning, I'm seeing the true sides of people that I never thought would come out. I've always heard about the "darker"sides, but never witnessed them in action or anything like that. Just until recently, I've been seeing quite a change in those I care about (or did), and it kinda bugs me. I'm not necessarily mad, just sad that things are changing and not in the better sense. It's hard to explain, but I think you get my drift.

Started looking at houses again today. I"m really hoping we find something soon before the holiday season hits. I'm eager to get out of my current living situation, and just be independent again with my hubby. It's hard to come back home and ask for help. I love my parents for wanting to help and all, but it's time for me to move on again.

Went to a local flea market with my hubby today. Got to see some really cool stuff, and then there was the junk that people try to sell. That place used to be a nice department store, now it's just a pit that old people sit around and sell junk all weekend. Anyways, we were looking for just odds and ends, when we found some really cool items. I found a vintage pin of Rainbow Brite, and Ben found a little Pac-Man ghost. blaugh It was just nice to spend time with him all day and finally get to go out without worrying about money. Haven't felt like that in over a year.

A lot is still on my mind, but I'm really getting sleepy. Maybe next time....