Its so easy for me to get lost in my emotions
Just a second of doubt, I break down my own defenses
An annoying pain radiating from my chest
Spreads throughout my whole body and makes me ache
I cant take it anymore
And I don’t know if I can hide it anymore
Maybe I should let myself feel what I feel…
I’ll get it over with,
And cry my eyes out even if there are no tears
I’ll distract myself with other forms of pain
Because everyone knows physical pain is nothing
Compared to the emotional kind
Looking at this paper as I write
I make my vision blurry
So I wont have to see the world as it really is
But my blurry vision isn’t going away
My head hasn’t stopped spinning
And my brain just went blank…
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The love of another
That one person who will always be there for you
To find you when you are lost
To uphold your defenses even while you try to bring them down
To comfort you in your pain
And kiss each ache away
Even when you can't take it
Never needing to hide
Allowing yourself to feel, to feel that love that is given to you
To be there to hold you as you cry
To keep the pain away
Because emotional pain can be cured by a physical hug
And you can always see the world as it is
Because someone loves you...
That is the way things are
That is the world
So Awaken... and open your mind... and fill the void with the love that is pouring out to you