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Rant off!
So. Yeah, I'm finished with cheerleading. Yep, done for another season. Just...the other cheerleaders aren't done. AND. My 'best friend' totally lied to my face when she said that she didn't know anything about it the other day. B-b-bullshit. That's what sorta pisses me off the most, despite you know, having like no life, and spending a shitload of money on uniforms because of it. Yet, I'm going to do it next year.
Yeah, I missed practice the other night because I didn't have a ride home. Yeah, I could have gone to practice, then sat out the game because I honestly didn't know we had a game, and then just invite myself to get a ride with Candace, but, christ, I didn't have my uniform. So yeah, because I missed that practice, where they apparently changed a lot of things that they could teach Nicole but not me, Beka made me an alternate.
Seriously, what the hell? I know we're only allowed to miss three excused practices, but two of the excused practices I had to miss because I had funerals and memorial services to attend. I only missed one unexcused while Elaine is running around with guys, and Candace is just out doing whatever she does. I missed a practice one day because I wasn't even in school. Just...sigh.
Then, to make matters worse, if it wasn't for Nicole I wouldn't have had any heads up to what was coming. So, not only would I have been blindsided, but I would have gone into it thinking everyone was my friend, when they were totally talking s**t about me behind my back...in front of me. So. This whole fricking thing has made me cry in front of Zack and the rents. And almost in front of the squad, and to have them go, "What's wrong?" Well, s**t son, don't you know already?
This concludes the rant of the month.
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