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Goin through a rough time right now. Lost my girlfriend, because i was lied to by her.
Plus some other stuff that was going on. I didn't cheat on her or nothin. I guess she just thought we were moving to fast, and i didn't see it. You know? Cause i didn't ask for anything, no nookie, no cookie, no pie, no tongue, not even a bj. Nothin sexual or intemet. I just wanted her to go to the homecoming with me. Come to find out, I've been dating a girl who has a fiance. For six f'ing weeks she kept it from me. She kissed me, hugged me, sat on my lap, held my hand, and even told me first that she loved me. But i didn't take notice of the ring on her wedding finger and for that i paid dearly. you know? I din't pay any thought to her not holding my hand in front of certain people, or never addressing me as her boyfriend. just her friend. And if she would have told me from the beggining I would've backed off right to beggin with. I would of said, let's just be friends. But hell no, and we dated and i fell in love with her, and she ripped my f'ing heart out, stomped on it through it against the wall, burned it, stabbed it twisting the knife o so slowly, then shoved it down my throat and said, but we can still be friends, ... right?