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Current Song: Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger by Daft Punk
This song is so wrong >< but the beat is so good. "More than ever hour after. Our work is never over."
Anyhoo, most of you are probably wondering what my jealousy is of....some of you may know already...but I don't feel like typing all of this information. 3nodding PM me and I might tell you, and I might not. surprised But I will tell you how I somewhat feel about it. I feel like I've kinda been cast aside, and left out as I normally do....which is a daily feeling. I'm pretty used to it by now, so it's really no big deal anymore 3nodding . I feel a slight anger inside of me, but then...more emptiness than anything. I feel like an object, just there with no actual purpose. I also feel like I could never have feelings for anybody...and trust isn't really an option. Maybe I have put too much thought into this, and maybe I haven't, but over the past few days I've been kinda saddened and depressed, barely uttering a word. I haven't been able to draw anything cause my emotions have seized to give me inspiration. Some of you may experienced a somewhat silence out of me for the next few days...maybe weeks. Love isn't much of a feeling....it's only a word with two vowels of no actual meaning. That's what the real definition should be.
Sorry if I'm 'hurting' anyone... I still love you Derek
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