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After work this past Friday, I checked my phone and saw that I missed some calls and had a voicemail. It turns out that Lindsey (S23) is pregnant, and the child might be mine. I called her back, and we had a pretty long talk. It turns out that before me, she hadn't had sex with anyone for a couple months and had her period during those months, so she wasn't already pregnant when we had our... encounter. She doesn't know if she's going to get an abortion or keep the baby yet.

I have been stressed all day, and I don't know what to do. I'm just getting back into school, and I don't have a real career that pays enough for me to support a child. I also don't have the mindset, maturity, or emotional readiness to care for one yet. What really scared me was when we talked, she said that she hoped it was mine. Why would she say that, unless she already had some thoughts of keeping it?

I am so freaking out! I'm ******** terrified! What the ******** am I supposed to do?!