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Kingdoom Heart
The bizzle 8)
My life, My World, My Girl
Here I go again for the third time writing this.
I could just copy and paste the other two times that I have done this, but I don't want to, I want to start a fresh.

No matter how hard I try I just can't seem to put my feelings for you into words.
But off I go again...

Amy since the very first moment you came into my life I knew that our relationship was going to be special.
But I didn't realise just how special it would be.
And how we'd have a life planned out before most couples had got to 3rd base.
With you it feels like I'm on top of the world 24/7, it feels like everything could crash down around me and it wouldn't matter because you'd be there holding my hand and loving me.
I've been going through a really tough time recently and yet you still stuck by me, always making me laugh and cheering me up on the days when I felt so empty. But that's just you, my bubbly, brilliant, beautiful girl.

Ah...beautiful.
Yes. You have no idea how beautiful you are Amy, I could go on for years, centuries even about how every little part of you takes my breath away. I love your face and your body. At the risk of sounding perverted I could just run my hands over you all day. I could spend my life staring into your eyes, spend an eternity running my fingers through your hair and kissing you. There is no one in these entire world who can even compare to you. Because you are perfect, in your own imperfect way.

On top of your looks Amy you had to have this amazing personality as well. One that drew me in without me even knowing and one so easy to fall in love with. Everynight I sit in bed and I think about you, I think about how lucky I am to have gotten you and how crazy you are to love me. A Swedish arsehole with a funny accent and who takes moods at the snap of your fingers. But you love me through all my flaws which makes you flawless to me. I don't know what I did to get you, maybe in a past life I saved The Virgin Mary or something like that, but whatever I did must have been pretty spectacular to get someone as utterly amazing as you.

I really could ramble on for hours and hours about you.
But I guess I have to end this somewhere...but not quite yet...

I don't know how to live and breathe without you anymore
I don't know how to sleep without waking up to you in the morning
I don't know how to sleep when we are mad and frustrated with each other
I guess I just srsly don't know what to do without you

You came into my life like a sudden flame blazing and streaming into my heart.
And I will never let go of you.
When we have hour 8 hour conversations about everything and nothing my cheeks hurt at the end from smiling so much and my stomach hurts even more from the tingles and ******** butterflies YOU give ME.

When I said forever I really meant forever from the bottom of my heart.
I love you soooo much
I am going to spend my entire life with you and I don't care who tries to get in our way from fat gits to there greasy haired sisters no one can ever take you away from me.

Don't you ever question my love for you
And btw
I really do love you more.

Forever yours
Jesper
xxxxxxxxx





K i n g d o o m H e a r t
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  • User Comments: [10]
    Sir Jamesy
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 10, 2009 @ 07:48pm



    crying that soo sweet, Can I come to your wedding? cool


    K i n g d o o m H e a r t
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 10, 2009 @ 07:52pm


    You can be my best p***s sucker cool


    Sir Jamesy
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 10, 2009 @ 09:28pm



    Before they walk into the church I have to suck them down wink


    K i n g d o o m H e a r t
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 10, 2009 @ 09:29pm


    Oooo you are so dirty I like that in my best suck man wink


    Angel Swann
    Community Member





    Thu Mar 12, 2009 @ 01:56pm


    cry Awwww. That is so sweet. I wish my boyfriend would say stuff even half as deep as that.


    Sleeping l3eauty
    Community Member





    Sat Mar 14, 2009 @ 07:01pm


    That is sooooooooo sweet. I wish my bf would attempt at saying something like that. That is sooooo sweet. She's a lucky girl, and I think by now she should know what. ^^
    You guys will probably be very happy in the end.


    Brokedown Symphony
    Community Member





    Tue Mar 24, 2009 @ 05:26pm


    ...i know this is random >.<
    but that almost made me cry because i remember feeling like that with this girl....


    shiiru-chan
    Community Member





    Thu Mar 26, 2009 @ 10:32pm


    She is a very lucky girl.
    To be able to have a guy like you. <3


    Aiimseed
    Community Member





    Sun Nov 22, 2009 @ 03:01pm


    It didn't last forever cry


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