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Please...
Lying awake. On the couch. For two frickin hours now.

I can't get to sleep.

I wanna play Okami, but at the same time, I don't. I could play my GameBoy, it's quieter, but I don't wanna do that either. Don't wanna do anything but sleep.

Of course, that's one of the few things I can't do. There are a couple others, but they don't matter.

I wish I had somebody to talk to right now... It doesn't matter what they would talk about, just so long as I had someone with me. Maybe then I could distract myself.

From what? You ask.

I dunno. Maybe if I had someone with me, I could get to sleep I guess.

Or I wouldn't have to fcking talk to myself every five minutes.

My eyes hurt. My lips hurt (they're chapped). My arms hurt. My back hurts. Everything hurts, and maybe if I could get to sleep they would fix themselves. They usually do.

But I know what's keeping me from getting to sleep. Besides the fact that I took a two-hour nap today.

Maybe I should just listen to some music... but my MP3 is out of battery power.

Damn it.