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I feel so lonely right now. My heart aches for Kiraes, and I'm so tired. I don't want to sleep though... I want to be with him. I'm too obsessive for my own good. If I wore lipstick, as soon as I see him he'd be so red you can't tell the color of his skin. Assuming I don't lock up as I tend to around him. I haven't quite had the melting feeling everyone talks about yet. I will though, I will.

Valentine's day is going to suck. I don't get to see Kiraes, and now that I've lost my flashdrive case (with his letter in it in physical and digital form), I don't really have anything to remind me of him. And now I cry.