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when I asked what you were worried about I didn't expect you to reply with, "I'm afraid that one day you are going to cut to deep and the bleeding wont stop and..... I'll loose you." Why was it i couldn't say the words that would make you feel better. why did I choked and I not say it? why couldn't I reassure you that you wouldn't lose me? Why couldn't I tell you the words that would make everything okay?
why do those words still ring in my head? " I'm afraid that one day you'll cut to deep and the bleeding wont stop and... I'll loose you... I'll loose you...... loose you....."
the words that kill me. the one thing that I couldn't say was that you wouldn't loose me? why? why can't I tell you that I'll always be here? WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!