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Well it seems as though things are getting better with my situation after a few bad incidences annd so forth. I've been trying to get things figured out with a lot of stuff lately I've also lost my internet and house phones but I'm hoping to get those back into play soon. I've been working really hard on getting with the person that I love and well it's really tough to figure out whats going on. Her ex keeps getting in the way and keeps causing trouble and so forth. I've been trying to help her with trying to stay away from the bad situations but it just doesn't seem to click with her at times but never will I give up. I love her with everything that I am and I've done proved that plenty of times I'm just waiting on her to accept the gracious gift that I offer her. I've spent almost 2,000 dollars on her in jewelry I've yet to get the one thing that I want to get her but that's going to take a while due to it being well over 5,000 dollars. I've been wanting to take her to certain places and what not. All will be done soon within the next 10-20 years. I've been diagnosed as being Bipolar and I'm unsure as what to do about it, I'm supposed to be getting on some medication for it but I don't think I need it but hey I'll try it out to see if it helps. I've wrote a lot of poetry in the time that I've been away from Gaia and hope to be able to get some up soon. The person I've been trying to get with was asking me how well we'd work out together and I've told her that it'd be just fine. She says she's not joking about it anymore either. So I guess thats a step towards getting with her. I've been trying to figure out what will happen but I just can't seem to do it with her. Soon we will be together I just know it. She says she loves me as well. She's trying to move on from her ex and he keeps trying to guilt her into to not leaving him even though she's already left him. He keeps disrespecting her calling her names such as whore and so forth. He also keeps stalking her and harassing her as well. Well that's about it for now. I've got to get going for now. Heaven is Love. Peace.


May the Gods bless each and everyone of you except for the one who calls himself " the "Ace"".