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If I have told you once, I have told you a thousand times, to me you are not ungreatful, your not unwilling, your not untrusting, your not untrustoworthy, your not unloving, your not uncaring, your not un everything. Your the greatest person I have ever met. You have very strong will, for there where times were I couldn't get you to change your mind. Your the most trustworthy and trusting person I have ever met, and the person I trust the most because I would trust you with my life with out thinking about it, and if you where not trusting or trustworthy we would have not been friends and we would have not gone out. Your so loving and caring its not even funny. I know the stuff I said was wrong, and you have to admit what you did was not right either, So i am willing to apologize for what I did and try to make sure it wont happen again, and will accept your apology should give one. Kasta, out of all the women I have met in reality, I love and care about you the most. For all the things you have done for me I can't find no proper way to repay you, except promise to always be your friend/brother what ever you want to call me, to always be there when you need someone and always willing to listen should you need someone to no matter what time of day and no matter what day, to always give my advice should you need it. You have no idea how much you mean to me, I dont know what I would do should you leave this world. You say I dont listen to you that much, your wrong. I have always listened to you and always believed you over 100%.
"Or do I just need someone
who can help me,
without causing me more strife,
to guide me in my ways?

I just need someone,
anyone that knows how this song goes,
to give me the lyrics
so I can sing the music
that was ment to be
the song of my life."
My answer to that is I know someone, who knows how the song goes, who can give you the lyrics so you can sing the music that was ment for you, though I dont think you'll take him. Kasta you are very strong independent person and I admire you for that because I am one too, but I also learned that at some point in life you are going to need help every now and then, so yes you do need someone that can help, but strife will always come no matter how hard you try to avoid it.
Truth is in the eye of the beholder. I think you true to your friends but not everyone. Asking if you are untrue to yourself is a question only you can answer but if you want my opinion, you are true to yourself at times when your not putting yourself down. If i told you once i told you a thousand times, you are smart, loving, caring, sweet, kind, funny, and the most beautiful woman on the face of the earth; its hard for me to look away when I see your face and pretty soft brown eyes. The sun rise and the sun set. The rain and the shine. Everything reminds me of you.