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ok, i have no full dream here.. just specific instances of dreams including dogs that stuck in my head.

(sidenote.. member that when i said i had a friend that didnt have dreams, and when she did she wouldnt remember them? if she had my dreams, she would be happy. mine are always loaded w/ hidden messages and/or emotionally distressing.. end sidenote)

so the first dream i had started w/ me wanting someplace 2 walk my dog, Hemi. i went w/ my dad and lil bro Dominic 2 a beach to walk him. but it wasnt rly a beach.. well, it was, but it was inside a giant.. fish bowl looking thing. like, there was sand and water but to get to it, u had to be lowered into this wierd.. inverse dome type thing. so we went in and we were walking along the beach and it was nice. i was getting along w/ them and Hemi was happy.. but then high tide rolled in so we walked higher up the beach. it pushed us up so far that we were eventually walking along the side of the "fish-bowl." we were pressed up against the cliffs and te water was hitting us. i immediately thought about getting Hemi out. somehow my dad and Dom ended up on the top of the cliff and so i asked them to take hemi. i picked him up (he was miraculously light) and handed him up to my dad. which meant i was stuck down w/ the water washing up on me, but i wasnt scared like i knew i should be. then the dream changed and i was out on top of the cover of the fish bowl.. and i kinda sorta remember the next part, but not enough to actually describe it.

the next dream was recent.. i was in a strangers backyard and i was swimming. i saw something floating below the surface, so i swam down to see what it was.. it was my dog. not Hemi.. but the oldest of my dogs, Coco. i gathered her into my arms and swam back to the surface. id known as soon as i saw her that she had drowned. i walked into the shallow end of the pool, where i thought to myself.. "my dog is dead. i should be crying right now." i immediately made the realization set in and began to cry.
this one is touchy.. not only because of my oldest dogs death.. but because a while back this same dog, Coco, fought really hard w/ our other dog at the time, Tootsie. she developed fatal back problems, and was put to sleep. my parents did it while i was at school, and told me when i got home that Tootsie was put to sleep. i wanted to cry, but i think the realization of death was too much at that age, so i didnt. over this death, i rememded myself to cry.

the next dream is happier though. i was in my backyard (not my actual backyard, but in the dream i knew it was), and i was surrounded by dogs. only one or two were mine, one of which was Hemi. i was extrememly happy being surrounded by so many dogs, and i started running around the pool. some dogs followed me and others ran around the other side to cut me off. i watched them jump into the pool and swim and run and was in my happy place.


i am an extreme lover of dogs in ALL their forms, so having dogs in my dreams changes it completely depending on the situation.
ne ways.. im getting a headache, and extremely irritated, so i must sign off before i bash my head into the screen.

love now and always

GOSAI-GIRL
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