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Rant rant
Well It was about time I updated my about me section again with some more ranting about my life, what will spew out of my mouth next? You never know, so stay tuned for another installment of Me. 8 D -shot-
Keep in mind it is about 1:48 am >w<
Lets see lately I've been cooling down, cooling my jets a bit, getting my head out of the clouds and finally getting my feet back on the ground. Life's been ruff, only getting ruffer, it really is a dog eat dog world out there and I'm not even on my own.
The future is looking grim and so does my education, where the hell am I going to get money for uni, and I still haven't even decided what I want to do yet. Its a struggle I tells ya. Money doesn't buy happiness but it sure as hell helps you get there. I'd also like to add to that statement, there is a reason foreigners hate America, and that is because Americans worship money, money this, money that, b***h where is my money, that's all you hear these days and its getting tiresome. Now I'm not a religious person, to tell you the truth I don't buy into any religion, but let me tell you one thing if you're looking for god all you have to do is look into your wallet and there he is, that crispy new dollar, that's god right there before your eyes or at least in America that is.
So in short if you ain't got no money and if you ain't got no way of making money, then my friend you are pretty much screwed, because one, with out money you've got no hope, two, you've got no home, and three, you and your broke a** definitely can't afford a computer or internet, so if you're reading this, b***h stop complaining you've got it good.
Moving along, hell I think I'm just going to start spewing nonsense now, I'm not even sure how the previous paragraph got to where it did, but you know that brings me to a whole different subject, staying on track. Ain't nothing harder than staying on track, I swear, you see me focused and concentrated one minute the next you see me staring at some shiny s**t on the floor. In conversations I just drift of onto a totally different subject and I seem to bring people right on down with me. Hmmm this is starting to sound like something that should be posted in my journal. Its more like another one of my pointless rants, I know it sure as hell isn't going to change the world that's for sure.
Happiness, What is happiness, that is a question that even I can't answer, and I'm one of em smart a** people who have a solution or an answer of just about everything and if I don't I BS like I know what I'm talking about. But really what is it,
hap⋅pi⋅ness
/ˈhæpinɪs/ [hap-ee-nis]
–noun
1. the quality or state of being happy.
2. good fortune; pleasure; contentment; joy.
hap·py (hāp'ē)
adj. hap·pi·er, hap·pi·est
1. Characterized by good luck; fortunate.
2. Enjoying, showing, or marked by pleasure, satisfaction, or joy.
3. Being especially well-adapted; felicitous: a happy turn of phrase.
4. Cheerful; willing: happy to help.
There is the official definition, the definition everyone uses for it, but no one is ever truly happy no one is ever truly content. Now humans are not a completely intelligent species of animals, but we are to a degree smart, every human knows that if you can't be happy you can at least fool yourself into thinking you're happy or fool the people around you into thinking you're happy, and you know what it works until you get to the point where you just can't take any more and lash out in anger. Don't lie we've all done it, I know I sure as hell have. Now I'm a really happy person, or at least I seem happy, I'm always laughing with my friends, smiling all the time, but I'm as honest as they come, I can be smiling at you and telling you to go die, it makes no difference to me, it's just a facial expression, there's nothing more to it. and I don't want to drag this on and on and on, but lets face it no one is ever really happy, so just do everyone a favor and get over yourself, 'cause you know what, everybody's got problems like you. Remember there is always someone out there who is in a worse situation than you.
Oh boy rambling sure does bring out the best in me doesn't it?
I guess I can add some more later.
But before I wrap it up, I'd like to apologize for any, and all of my smack talk, just kinda had to let it all out, and for my repeated use of profanity or what ever you consider profanity, remember I'm just an hormone driven teen high on angst 8 D
So stay tuned.
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