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I miss you, and it shows. I can't go five seconds without thinking of you and hurting. And the worst part is that I have absolutely no power over it.
I used to think that you and I could work out someday. Now I doubt it.
You gave me hope, but now I can't talk to you like I used to and I'm hopeless.
You made me think that I was actually okay, and that my flaws were insignificant. You made me feel alive when we'd text all night.
But now, until Easter, I'll have to either try to talk to you in the hallways at school, or just not talk to you at all. And become even more of a nervous, hopeless wreck than I am already.
You don't know what it did to me. That decision, to give up texting until Easter, almost killed me last night.