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11/10/05
I guess this is it. The end. My parents have been together for many years, and they've been fighting for a long time too.

Today...5 minutes ago...Dad told me he's looking for a place to stay, and he's going to be moving out. Y'know, I've always hated how mean he was, and I always wished that sometimes he would just leave...

Now, I'm not so sure.

It's not going to help me either...at school, I emotionally break down almost every other day now. I've been to the conselor a few times too. And I'm seriously considering that I have a mental problem, like I'm insane or something...split personality...bipolar....something.

And dear God, I an't stand the lesbian thing anymore. I AM NOT A ******** LESBIAN. I've been telling people this since last year, and I'm getting tired.

Also, my dad keeps trying to get us to know my REAL grandfather and half aunts. I don't know them, I don't want to know them.

Something get better now, before I seriously hurt myself.

And no, I'm not in the mood for the emo crap comments. Thanks. stare






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Yuki the Yume-Guardian
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 11, 2005 @ 12:07am
Gosh...*Hugs* This is very horrible. I'm very sorry that this had happened. Just to let you know, you still have others who love you, and you can always talk to me or my brother. He said so himself.

School gets hard, doesn't it? It's getting hard for me to adjust. Hang in there, mkay? If you had a problem, I'm sure someone would tell you. Yet, I wonder the same exact thing. I think I have ADHD sometimes, or Bipolar, but I just accept it. Just talk to people you really trust.

And if you're not a lesbian, you're not. People are just dumb, that's all. Ignore them...It's ok to cry about it. It hurts, so you cry.

Please don't hurt yourself. ;_; *Hugs* I hate that.

I hate it when people make fun of emos. They're just like preps, goths, etc. But they are made fun of the most. >>;


commentCommented on: Fri Nov 11, 2005 @ 02:50am
Thanks Yuki. n.n

They say I'm crazy, doe that count?

Yeah, but sometimes, I get sick of crying.

I don't have the guts. Self abuse should be the least of your worries. Like, I get this weird feeling, that I want to...but I don't know why. It doens't matter because I can't bring myself to do something like that ((The mosqitoes here are injury enough. *sob*)) .__.;;;

I'm not emo. v.v;



Iia
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Yuki the Yume-Guardian
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 11, 2005 @ 03:12am
Welcome. n.n

...o.o I dunno. Are they serious? I don't think your REALLY crazy. In a funny way, yes.

Ohhh...I'm not sure what to say about the crying thing, then. ._.; Sorry.

Wow...mosqitoes are horrible ._. I dun like them. </3

I didn't think you were. ._. You don't seem to be the type to be.


commentCommented on: Sat Nov 12, 2005 @ 02:14am
Do not worry Iia
you will make it through the tough times
i know you will biggrin mrgreen xd blaugh lol lol domokun

The pig



dustincancienne
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Iia
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commentCommented on: Sun Nov 13, 2005 @ 09:12am
xd w00t to the pigman!

Yuki: They are serious. ._.

Mosquitoes must DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I hope I'm not. D=


commentCommented on: Sun Nov 13, 2005 @ 02:02pm
._o They are?...Well...I'm not sure what to say about that, either, except for sorry. ._.

Yes, they must ;-; They carry disease. >>;



Yuki the Yume-Guardian
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