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I dont feel like myself anymore i thought i knew what i was but now i dont know...i feel like im hollow inside and that part of me is gone... i hate myself so much that i scream at myself for letting stuff happen to me in the past and present...i feel that my family does not except me for who i am and what i wear and what i listen to...my friends and half my life have betrayed me and can never return. i my soul feels like its chained and theres a monster just waiting to get out.