If I could say my thoughts this is what they would say......
J - Youcan be mean to me and I don't like it.....and I hate myself because I don't hate you for all the times your mean to me....
A - You are just mean whenever you can be and I'm really tried of it I just want to slap the crap out of you....
C - You really make me mad a lot.....A LOT.....and i like that A loves you I just wish you could just stop making me mad.....
Mom - I wish you would look at me when I talk to you......I love you I really do but I wish you would sit and talk to me when I need you.....I wish you would leave the game for a bit and talk to your kids so you would know what was wrong so you would see how I feel and you wouldn't have to ask me if something was wrong.......
Dad - I love you and I wish you would talk to your kids so you could tell what was wrong with us....Just like mom......
Other People - I wish you would stop asking me what was wrong if I wanted you to know I would walk up to you and tell you something was wrong......So just leave me alone that's all I want because I don't need anyone because everyone just leaves me broken and crying in the end....
Some times I think that if I went missing noone would look for me and i'm ok with knowing that because it most likely true knowing what I know about people and everything in the world but I don't care.....I think it's for the best anyway......
And I want to say that I love all the people I said above I really do....
 Sora_Rox12 · Sat Mar 07, 2009 @ 02:57am · 0 Comments |
